Chewy!!

So graduation is coming closer and closer.. to think about it in 2 sundays im gnna be graduated.. I’m so excited to leave high skul.. i actually was watching one tree hill today.. yes i watch one tree hill on occasions where theres nothing else to watch.. as i was saying, it feels weird to watch shows that have to do with high school, or teens in high school.. Its not the same, because you know you got passed that stage in your life.. It reminded me of all the drama in the four years i had in high school.. I dont think there was a year that passed by without a scandal of someone leaving school, kicking someones ass, fights between the populars, and the whole ’sex’ scandals.. I think all of thoes issues come in high school to simply make it interesting.. if not interesting, scandalous enough that everyone that goes to school would want to keep coming back, day after day.. But then writing all of what i just wrote gave me an odd idea.. Maybe all the shows like one tree hill, the OC, or clue less, for the older generations, made it okay to have issues in high school.. Maybe those shows formed us into thinking that high school has to have drama, so lets make sum.. Interesting enough i may have a point.. but to tell you the truth, i think its really just normal to have drama in high school.. i mean.. what would we be talking about in out ten year reunion?? I wouldnt want to talk about old teachers..i wanna talk about the drama queen of the class of ‘08.. I wanna see how her life turned out.. So, looking back to my 4 years, i kno i would’ve done a billion of things differently.. i would definitely study.. yea.. i think id do that.. because i have that feeling i got rejected from the 2 colleges that rejected me because of my grades.. but now its all finished, im glad i did it my way..i think it made me grow as a person.. I just had an epiphany today, and i guess i just all of a sudden grew up in a matter of minutes.. I had to set my priorities straight, and i think sumthings i busy myself with now isnt going to help me become better in the future.. So to everyone out there.. its time to grow up.. get over yourself..

Damn.. Its been like 3 months.. Actually not LIKE..it HAS been 3 months.. I’ve been busy.. Like real busy.. Since i am a senior and all.. So between December 15 and today I’ve been accept in 2 colleges and rejected by 2.. I also passed the placement test for the program i want in DLS-CSB.. YEA..That was kinda hard..They only get 18-24 of all the people that took the placement test.. So i got lucky there.. Well i actually decided on my college.. And this hopefully is final.. And i chose to go to CSB.. Why? Well, i noticed the only reason i really wanted to go to Enderun was to get away from the philippines.. If you look at it, im just using enderun as an excuse, when in csb im doing what i want.. I only have 2-3 weeks till i graduate fully.. I dont have to go to skul anymore, since i alrdy took the finals.. And it feels good knowing i dont have to worry about passing in sumthing or a quiz thats coming.. So i guess im excited to graduate since im finally leaving CSA, thank god for that.. And yea.. Just wasting time here.. In 3 years im gnna be back here just waitng to graduate again.. CAn’t wait!

It honestly has been a while.. A month or so.. There actually is a very valid reason why i haven’t been writing for the past month.. Ever since the Christmas Season started every 2 weeks i’ve been sick.. Way to kick off the season huh?! Aside from the sickness a lot of things have been happening.. I got accepted to Enderun Colleges just the other day, and it feels good to actually have a college on stand by.. Life’s been usually the same, aside from all the sick days.. Ya’ kno at this rate i have a feeling im going to be sick during new years eve.. Schools been keeping me busy.. Its actually going by faster than i expected, and thats a good thing, because that means no more people to bother me about everything.. Unfortunately im not on x’mas break yet.. And if you look at the date its more or less a week or so from x’mas eve.. And it gets even better.. when im actually on a break, i have to go back the monday rite after new years.. yea… I don’t know how the admin can sleep at night just knowing they have to go back to work rite after a holiday.. I wonder when they had that meeting.. Well thats life.. i guess you can say school will be over faster wen you get back earlier.. Its actually quite weird now its the season of all seasons.. You’d be watching shows with like x’mas specials, and they all luk so cold and wat not.. Then 5 mins later you’ll end up noticing how frikin hot it is, making the show just useless to watch.. Less about that, more about x’mas day.. its like a week from x’mas.. and you kno wat that means.. its a week from my birthday.. woopie…. i have no idea if im gnna do anything, but i think i should.. since it is my birthday and ummm..yea.. well lets see wat happens… im gnna go catch some zzZZzz’s because i have to get up at 5am tom to go to church.. Happy holidays..

I noticed, recently i’ve been writing with huge gaps between the entries… I was gnna write over the sem break, but it would be wasting time sitting here and typing what im doing every now n then.. So, like i said it was sem break, and damnnn it felt good.. The sleep felt nice, but on the first day of my sem break i had an interview with enderun.. Specifically the Dean.. Scurry.. But it ended up being rili fun.. or easy.. or relaxed for a dean.. hmm.. okay..nyway.. They said to wait for THE call.. but THE call hasn’t come yet, so dus that mean i should call them?? hmmm.. well, i hope i get my call with in the week.. So back to sem break.. I went to batangas with my dad and sister for all souls day.. pfftt.. the traffic sucked major ass, but wen we got there it was nice.. Okay.. Hmmm.. Well today was my first day back in skul.. and it took all my strength to not fall asleep.. beacuse  started getting used to having a ‘nap’ with in the day.. but that rili effected the way i sleep, because it takes me forever to fall back asleep like normal ppl.. So rite now im like dead tired.. Wen the school day ended today, i thought i was just gnna drop dead because i wassss sooooo tired.. Actually this morning i was even more tired.. i had to force my legs to drag them selvs.. I’m actually half asleep rite now and my fingers are the only energetic parts of my body.. Talking about half asleep, I woke up kinda early like last week, and i was flippin through the tv channels.. So i usually start with the news channels like CNN BBC then if i feel gud enough ANC.. I don’t like the local news.. Its always about sum1 complaining about the government, or the government complaining about that person that was complaining.. They also tell you that everything is getting more expensive as we speak.. SooOOoo.. that morning i was actually glad i stoped on ANC, because i got to listen to ‘Olivia‘.. The broadcast came frm a show like ‘The Today Show’ but from the mother channel ABS-CBN.. Don’t ask me about her last name, because its driving me nuts trying to figure it out, but i think i’ll leave it as is.. So lets jst say olivia is just like madona… no last name.. But its one of those moments wer i actually like the music being sang by a filipino artist.. Especially at like 6 in the mornin.. Sooo yea.. Go listen to her..She kicks ass.. Anyway, wer was i??? O tired.. yea.. well, i think its self explanatory.. Sad how i have to go back to skul tom.. im just sure im gnna be too tired to even remember wat the date is.. I better catch sum ZzzZZzz’s b4 time runs out.. I promise i’ll write more! And for sure we’re moving to a better place!

Its been a month now.. and im having a problem writing in journalism class, because im not so straight forward..as you cn see frm my other posts.. Im very hmmmm vivid?? i dunno the rite word for it.. well im gnna start trying to write straight forward and no bias.. not too much bias..i dunno, its just gnna b hard.. Well, not a lot happend in the past month.. its all just busy busy and tests.. I only had spare time today, enough time to get myself together to write sumthing down.. Actually wat i was saying about busy busy and tests go together.. im busy busy because of the damn tests.. and these arn’t the usual tests i have at the end of each quarter.. ENTRANCE EXAMS!! gasp! I dunno why all of them have to have the tests in one month.. Or why my schedules are all in one month.. i’ve bn out and about going to different campuses each week.. for instance.. i took the la salle test in the beginning of the month i had an interview with enderun colleges, and i still have UST soon enough.. Reminds me i have to still pass in certain applications.. Can you imagine it costs Php150 just to get my transcripts.. 150?! for wat?! a paper that tells  me how great of a summer student i am.. well.. sem-break is coming up soon and im glad that we’re all gnna get a break.. or atleast i dont get to see a single teacher for a week or so.. Well, i think thats straight forward enough.. ill think of sumthing nice to write tom..

I actually made history, just last week.. okay maybe ‘making history’ is just directed to my life..but its cooooolll… Trust me its wicked.. Well, i think the last i wrote was my year book write-up, and that was a while back.. so i come here today to tel you about my week.. you’d wanna hear this.. Monday to wed, it was ayt ayt.. its the usual monday to wed.. but this time, when it was wed, i wasn’t so bummed out that the next day was thursday.. why?? wel last thursday it was the whole report card giving… and for the 4 years i’ve been in high school, it is the first time i didn’t fail anything, and my average reached the supposed ‘general average’.. Imagine that.. me, out of all the ppl the world, got good grades.. and i didn’t even notice i was passing, because i actually had fun with all the things i needed to study.. after thurday, it went smooth.. friday i had to mc our journalism program thing, where journalist come in and talk about what they do.. and according to Mariz Umali a senior reporter of GMA news, and Marie Mamawal a producer from Abs-Cbn, we hit it out of the park.. yea behbeh.. BUUUTT.. On saturday i went to DLSU!! Animo La Salle!! I submitted my apps with my friend aj, and it was fun.. makes you feel like you’re appart of the DLSU community now.. after that i went to Katkat’s b-day.. katkat is the one year old sister of my friend teen.. well.. lets just say from there on its history.. now I’m just reading through a prospectus of DLS-CSB, or De La Salle College of St. Benilde.. waiting to fill out that application form.. soooo…thats it for now..i’m actually rili busy with school, and the annual cheering competition is coming up.and as seniors we have to win again!! common wats better than a back to back champion title???

GO SENIORS!!!

I want everybody who reads this, to seriously leave me a comment!! I need that creative criticism!! This is supposed to be in my yearbook, but i doubt that they’ll put everything. So now its your chance to read it while its whole! It’s rili only supposed to be 300 words but you know me and my posts. Typical…

Four years ago, a
little boy, with messed up hair, crooked glasses, and an unusual high pitched
voice entered the glorious gates that we know now as the High School gate.
Confused about where to go, he followed his fellow freshmen to the third floor
to look for his room to no avail. His first year in our building was one of the
best, because to him school was just a big game to fit in. In his second year,
he was in that specific class which the school administration try to suspend
every student it can. The class was beyond control, with no day going by which
nobody got a BR. This was the year which he actually valued his classmates.
Aside from the fact that they were all partners in crime, everybody knew what
made each person tick, and accepted them for who they were. His third year
turned out to be one of the most valuable years to his educational life. He
couldn’t have finished this year without his unique classmates, and his amazing
adviser. It was the typical class with the funny guy in the corner, the
sleeping Mexican on the side, and the class “crush” at the back. This changed
his outlook in life, and gave him more morale to value.  Now he’s in his fourth, and hopefully his last
year. The little boy in this story is Matthew Emmanuel B. Buhion. People just
know him as Chewy. For you to understand my yearbook write-up I had to tell you
about my unachieved past, because sometimes I don’t even know who I am. The
people publishing this can’t limit my high school memories to a certain number of
words. Yet alone this little box that you are probably reading this from. But
from what I have learned in my four years here is to value people, whether friend or foe, and people will accept you for who you are and not who you’re trying to be.
It already sounds cliché, but your true friends will accept you for who you
are. High school will be the last time we spend “bonding” with other people our
age, and in college we’ll all be too busy. So whether you like them or not, or
vice versa, thank them for being there everyday. Mainly everybody made me realize that I can
be who I am, and I should value them for making me realize. This made me a
stronger base, and I hope, a better friend. It showed my insecurity with
acceptance, being with the “IT” group, or just my insecurity period. I’m sad
that all this is ending, and it’ll be a while till we will all be together
again. I’ll always remember the guys who usually made us laugh, those girls
that’ll always be beautiful, the active student government people, and those
people that made high school the way it turned out. So I leave you with this,
“You can only do High School once, and to me our round of High School should be
considered the best in all time.”

My week, specifically the one that just passed was just..Uhhh..YES! its all i needed.. a break frm all the expectancy.. But the week b4 that!! I think i could’ve killed sumone, but that means i let sum1 get the best of me.. and that’ll never happen.. But that week was just so insane.. Well, as always, being tradition alrdy, that skul celebrates all the birthdays with a half-day.. Yes, it is a gud thing, but since you don’t meet any subject teachers on that day, only means that your work gets rescheduled and it becomes harder to compensate for the time.. And what pissed me off the most was these teachers don’t rili mind if you have this many quizzes and that many other tests on the same day.. O, and to add, we had to have sooo many projects, specifically on that week too! And i did write about that AVP thing in my last entry.. Wen that was passed in, it was just sumthing on the list you could cross out.. it wasn’t like that feeling you get wen you pass in that paper you wrote that whole quarter.. NO! it was just ‘okay, lets go to the next project..o wait thers a quiz later..’ its just uugghh!!So anyway, wen that week ended, i got time to relax, but Noooo.. I had to take the entrance test for The University of The Philippines.. Like i was gnna get in rite?? This is like the ‘Harvard’ for the Philippines.. And to remind you i had to take this test 6:30 on a hot sunday morning.. Now tell me, would you do it?? After that i knew there was another week ahead of me.. Another long week.. But it actually didn’t take so long.. Why? I barely saw the grounds of the skul.. Happy? Yes..well, No.. Imagine what that does to my schedule of kissing ass!! This week btw is the first quarter exams.. so i have 3 days of tests, starting on Wed.. And think of what we’re gnna do Monday and Tuesday!! Quizzes, Homework, Activities, Projects, Essays, or Anything That Will Satisfy the System designed to fail me! Okay, so why didnt i go to skul if i knew this was gnna happen??? Well thank God it rained, and it rained for quite a while.. and im happy, even if hate the rain.. ‘Smile’.. so i went to skul monday tuesday, then wed and thurs i had off, so friday rite? WRONG! Friday was a half-day..Why again?! Another B-day.. i love these birthday celebrations.. So, i kno starting tom i have the 2nd longest week in my life, as of now.. I guess i’ll cyas around if i do make it this week.. Gud luck to me!

I never thought out of all the days in the week I’d end up hating thursdays! Even if this post was posted on wed. i alrdy kno tom will be anothe one of thoes thursdays.. come to skul earlyr than usuall.. and you have to be rite on time.. because if you’re not in the courts for the flag ceremony rite on time your gnna end up doing 2 things.. One you gotta squat till everybody is there…2 come too late and your gnna end up doing "gigs".. wats a gig?? sumthing the army made up to test you physically.. to make it more clear to you a "gig" is 10 jumping jacks, 10 push-ups, and 10 of these mounteneering things.. and to remind you thats just one gig.. im not complaining about that gigs because i ended up doin a lucifer, which is 100 of thoes things, but its the fact that its mornin and your gnna end up all sweaty and stuff.. and in the process of doing these "gigs" you’re being screamed at.. so the pressure to finish the assigned task is huge! and only on thursdays i have to sing the anthem.. why? because i’m in uniform, not just any uniform, but the Areospace Cadets of the Philippines shirt!..the sacredness.. And i have to salute while the whole thing is going on.. So it’ll be like useless not to sing the anthem if you put this much effort into it.. So how have the last couple of weeks been?? BUSY.. i feel like i own a company or im like a CEO of sumthing.. Also its been hard to do anything outside..like wer you can be hit directly by the sun.. its just too damn hot! even the A/C has no fight against the heat.. As you read this i’m starting to sweat.. The heat also makes it hard to sleep.. im used to the super cold, and not the super heat.. urrggg.. So anyway, i have this bogus project wer my group has to record a "prayer song" and make an AVP out of it.. I dun think they kno that recording studios have a Studio Day… Hence the word "DAY".. and its not all that cheap to record and publish sumthin all in the same day..I dunno if its the heat or people are just plain annoying!! I just get annoyed at the smallest things now a days.. Tell me!! Heat or People!!

Man, has it bn long or wat?! Being a senior sure dus get you busy.. Im mostly tired now.. It seems now a days i want more sleep than awake tym.. I dunno why, but its bn like that for a while alrdy.. And after every time i eat sumthing and i’m full i tend to want to sleep even more.. I dun rili know wat i’ve bn up to lately.. Its all bn going by prity fast.. Not like thats a bad thing, it only means that graduation is coming closer and im gnna leave that skul.. The sooner the better.. I’m like soo sleepy rite now and its only like 6:23..thats pm just to make sure.. I still have to read stuff for skul.. Yes i actually work now.. Its kinda hard to cheat your way out now a days.. I dunno if its because the person next to you also expects to be cheating off of you too or that teachers have a in-born talent of seeing ppl cheat.. I dunno, but if by any chance anyone does know cn you leave a comment!! like pls! So anyway.. to more significant events in my life.. Last week we had this college fair thing, where colleges came over to the skul and we had tym to go around and do our thing.. Well I finally chose one course which is only offered at one skul.. I thought it was gnna b an easy shot.. I mean common its only Music Production whats so hard about making a few beats and wat not.. But they only accept 18-14 students.. And im sure by 4th year there will only be 10-15 of us left.. Thats how easy the course is.. But the best part about this story is b4 i even get into the Music Production program of the skul, i have to pass 4 things.. 1. The general Admission Test.. 2. A written music test.. 3. An oral music test.. and 4. A interview.. Now just by luking at number 1 its alrdy hard enough to get into the skul, wat more getting into the program.. I have to actually clarify this stuff that i have to study for with the skul.. Kinda scurry wen you find out wat you want is harder to get.. So on a less worrying note.. In class I’ve bn thinking a lot about Rhea.. I dunno why, but ever since she moved i payed more attention to the alrdy grand attention i gave her.. It not that i miss her..And its not that i don’t miss her, but i just got thinking one day.. And its rili different with out her now.. We’ll never have a "never-land" that was the same "never-land" that we had.. O well.. Just thinking about her makes me more sleepy.. I’m gnna go and leave Rhea a offline msg and im gnna do my skul stuff and doze! Ill write again wen i have tym..